By Bayani San Diego Jr.
Inquirer
MANILA, Philippines–Sleep-deprived, Filipino-American filmmaker Ramona Diaz’s mind was swirling with all sorts of “compelling” images: African-American girls dancing and chanting “Pen-pen de Sarapen.” An American school principal and janitress swaying to “Pinoy Ako [I'm Filipino],” the theme of the ABS-CBN reality show “Pinoy Big Brother.” And her film’s Caucasian cinematographer insisting on changing his citizenship to Filipino.
Diaz, whose 2004 documentary “Imelda” won Best Cinematography in the Sundance Film Festival, was in the country for almost a month, to shoot scenes for her latest documentary “The Learning.”
From controversial First Lady Imelda Marcos, Diaz is now training her camera on a group of Filipina schoolteachers who have migrated to Baltimore, Maryland, to teach in inner-city schools.
Diaz, director of photography Gabriel Goodenough and sound man Paul Flinton were in the Philippines for three weeks (from June 19 to July 13) to capture the homecomings of four teachers: Dorotea Godinez of Cebu, Rhea Espedido of Sorsogon, Mary Angel Alim of Antipolo and Grace Amper of Cagayan de Oro.
It was a whirlwind trip not only for the teachers, but for Diaz and her ragtag crew as well.
“It was tiring,” she told the Philippine Daily Inquirer in an interview a week before her flight back to Baltimore on Friday.
“From Cagayan we went to Malaybalay, Bukidnon. We spent some time in Bogo, Cebu. Also in Legazpi and Manila.”
Her American crew, however, savored the sights and sounds of the countryside. “They couldn’t believe that, in their short trip, they saw the real Philippines,” Diaz recounted.
Cameraman Goodenough, who had developed a fondness for Pinoy rock songs (like Alamid’s “Your Love”), told Diaz that he wanted to give up his American citizenship to become a Filipino citizen.
“They’d have to build a new building just to accommodate his historic request,” Diaz said, laughing.
She estimated that she had accumulated 759 hours of raw footage for “The Learning,” which is set to premiere in the Sundance film festival in 2008.
Unlike “Imelda,” which involved only one person, “The Learning,” explained Diaz, would be more complex. “It’s an unfolding tale — following multiple story lines.”
She has been shooting the documentary for a year and a half — trailing four teachers from recruitment to their adjustment period in Baltimore and eventual homecoming after a year in the US.
Principal photography has been finished, she reported. “It’s almost in the can. I just have two to three days, to shoot the teachers’ return to the US.”
Then, Diaz said, the hard work would begin — in the editing room.
“Documentaries like this are really fashioned in the editing room. Editing can make or break a film. Docus need to be nurtured in post-production.”
In the editing room, she’s hands-on, she owned up. “I do the choosing [of scenes] because these are mostly in Tagalog and my editor, Kim Roberts, is an American. If Kim would watch everything that I shot, it would take her six months!”
She compared editing this docu to solving a “puzzle.”
Although she admitted that she was fixated on sleeping at the time of the interview, it was obvious that she was also making a mental list of “compelling” scenes as she gabbed with teachers Espedido and Alim at the Unitel office in Makati.
(Tony Gloria of Unitel is producing the documentary, which was partly funded by the Sundance Institute and the Center for Asian American Media.)
Diaz related: “Suddenly, I would remember: Ah, yah, we have footage of the principal dancing ‘Pinoy Ako’ [for example] … So I would include that in my list … which is not fixed, by the way. It may still evolve.”
Gloria pointed out that a lesser filmmaker would have quit a long time ago.
“She’s been shooting for over a year with very little resources,” Gloria said. “Fortunately, she feels strongly about this story. It’s been a journey for Ramona and the teachers.”
So what kept Ramona in this exhausting journey?
“I’m not a quitter. The thing is, something new was happening all the time. By the end, the teachers themselves were calling me about the latest developments,” she noted.
To think that Diaz picked up this project because she had wanted to stay closer to home.
“After traveling constantly with ‘Imelda,’ I got so tired that I wanted to stay put in Baltimore, where I live,” she recalled.
While browsing through the newspaper Baltimore Sun, Diaz found out about the first batch of Filipino teachers who moved to Maryland in 2005.
That was the seed of “The Learning.”
“But I wanted to focus on the second batch of teachers, so I could follow them as they adjust in their new life in the US,” she recounted.
In the process, the teachers became close friends of Ramona’s.
“I know things about them that not even their own families know,” she quipped.
When Fe Bolado, one of the teachers featured in the documentary, committed suicide last May, it felt like a major blow for Diaz.
“It was traumatic. It affected the whole Filipino teachers’ community,” Diaz remembered. “There were lots of memorials and prayer groups.”
Diaz also had to help the teachers cope with the nitty-gritty. “I had to find lawyers and take care of the insurance. Fe’s roommates had to find a new apartment. The body had to be moved from the morgue and shipped back to the country.”
It was draining.
She shared the highs and lows, the joys and tears of the teachers’ “unfolding lives.”
She felt for Amper when the teacher came home and her own two-year-old son did not recognize her.
She experienced Alim’s thrill when the teacher watched her African-American students perform the “pandango sa ilaw” dance and “Pinoy Ako.”
Diaz related: “In the beginning, most of these kids didn’t even know where the Philippines is. It’s good for these marginalized students to get acquainted with a different culture through their teachers. It widens their horizons.”
Diaz, however, did not gloss over the migration’s possible negative effect on the Philippine school system.
“The good teachers are leaving. Filipino children are not getting the benefits of being taught by veteran teachers. But, we can’t really blame them. A lot of these teachers told me that if only they were paid enough here, they’d never leave.”
Diaz pointed out that, as of the Fall of 2006, there were 400 Filipino teachers in Baltimore City.
“A school supervisor was quoted in the documentary, saying that the US is getting the crème de la crème,” said Gloria. “The students are charmed by Filipino teachers because they’re so motherly.”
In one scene, Godinez was grilling an African-American student who got pregnant, as if the teener were her own daughter.
“Some of these kids have no parents to go home to,” said Diaz.
“We have a no-touch policy in school,” Espedido said.
“But it’s the kids themselves who embrace us first,” Alim said.
“The kids’ faces brighten up when they hug their teachers,” said Diaz.
Initially, the teachers encountered resistance. Espedido and Alim recalled that they had to grapple with culture shock.
“I had to send a kid to the principal’s office and he was just on his first grade,” Espedido said.
“I had to remind the kids not to break the glasses in pandango sa ilaw,” Alim looked back. “They found it strange that candles are used in dancing because they only light candles for the dead.”
Espedido and Alim remarked that their students had described Filipino food as “nasty.”
Alim related: “I brought them to a Philippine festival and treated them to halo-halo. At first, they said it was weird but they finished off the entire glass.”
Diaz said: “You have to be tough. It’s a hard population to teach. But at the end of the day, you’ll realize that they are just children.”
Although Diaz was the first to admit that the documentary was a challenging shoot, she would gladly relive the process of telling these teachers’ stories all over again.
“In a way, it’s an homage to the teaching profession,” she explained. “This docu is a snapshot of our time. The theme is very universal. Filipinos are not the only ones flocking to the US, thinking it’s a land of milk and honey … only to discover it’s not always milk and honey.”
August 6th, 2008 at 6:59 pm
I watched your interview a year ago in one of the shows of ABS-CBN and from that time on i was fascinated by your brilliant ideas, and i really wanted to see “Imelda” but i wasn’t able to because i left for China. I taught there for 1 year.
It was so nice to hear that there people like you who value the importance of teachers working in another country. Basically, it’s really hard to teach children with different culture. I hope i can see you work of art.Keep it up.GBU
September 10th, 2007 at 5:50 pm
I would rather refer to my homeland as RP or Pilipinas instead of “PI” (Philippine Islands). Most oldtimers use this reference
and this goes back to pre WWll time when “Philipinos” come from the Philippine
Islands.
September 6th, 2007 at 5:00 pm
kamusta po kabayan. im interested with how teachers from PI apply here in MD, can anybody give me ideas? salamat po.
August 10th, 2007 at 5:38 am
I have been involved in transitioning Filipino teachers to teach in America by presenting a seminar at the University of St. La Salle in Bacolod last May. I am a professor at Troy University.We are in the process of forming partnerships with universities in the Philippines. I am very interested in seeing your documentary. When will it be available?
July 21st, 2007 at 5:56 am
What a great article! i am also teacher from the Baltimore County Public Schools and included in the second batch the state hired. I am currently in the Philippines enjoying my much needed break. Teaching in Baltimore was really a tough responsibility (I almost gave up on my first 6 months of teaching there) but im lucky for having a supportive employer. I cant wait to watch Ms. Diaz’s film. Thanks!
Ipagmalaki natin, higit sa lahat PINOY tayo!
July 19th, 2007 at 11:48 pm
Hello,
I am Alma Gumbosky. I am a HS teacher in Pa, US. I would like to share my experiences in becoming a teacher here in US, the challenging and rewarding experiences. Thanks,
Alma Gumbosky
July 19th, 2007 at 10:19 pm
Ms Angel:
Hi, it was a great article. I hope towork with you again this fall term.
July 19th, 2007 at 1:46 pm
I thank you and Ms. Ramona Diaz for writing about this great and wonderful documentary about the filipino teachers’ journey in another country apparently not as a matter of their preference but more driven by the same basic desire of getting a decent living condition and recognition.
I have a sister who is also a teacher and I could very well relate to their predicaments. Once completed, I hope that this work of art by Ms. Diaz be shown not only in the Philippines but to the world to make others aware of the sacrifices and heroism of the filipino teachers. I believe they are a rare bread of people and belssed are those students and peope who have the experience of working with these filipino teachers specially abroad. I have heard the same positive comments about them here in the United States notwithstanding the tough cultural challenges they have to face.
God bless our filipino teachers!
July 19th, 2007 at 11:40 am
Why filipino teachers who work abroad are considered modern heroines or heroes? Is it because they earn dollars for the country? Or, by circumstance they are forced to sacrifice to the point of experiencing death and loneliness? I find it very unfair. There are many filipinos in their own native land who died not by force nor by circumstance but because they fought good fights to resolve issues on extreme poverty and very low employability rate.
July 18th, 2007 at 9:55 pm
I admire you…am proud to be a FILIPINO. I am a teacher too and plan to work in
USA soon…
July 17th, 2007 at 9:40 pm
How I wish the film be shown ASAP! I believe that if this movie will be shown on wide movie screens, it will be a “Box Office Hit” because it shows the life & hard-work of teachers in the US, besides, it’s very realistic. Goodluck & more power to a very good filmmaker , Ramona Diaz, who has been very dedicated & patient in covering almost all teachers’ activities in Baltimore, specifically, “The Baltimore City Public School System”.
July 17th, 2007 at 8:48 am
I just want to thank Ramona Diaz for choosing a topic of my interest because I am a teacher in the US, too. I hope it is not all harsh realities of migrating to another country but also the good results of it.
July 17th, 2007 at 8:10 am
Being a teacher myself, I am interested in what happens to other teachers when they venture to other places. Although we are alarmed by the brain drain, we really can’t blame them for trying out other pastures, as the grass in ours is very patchy and hardly provides nourishment. I’m sure the move has many repercussions, some of which are very painful, like the child not recognizing his mother. I would be watching out for this movie, I’m sure the experience would be an enriching one.
July 17th, 2007 at 3:09 am
for your info.
mommy
July 17th, 2007 at 12:27 am
Just to thank the director, ms. diaz, for taking time to look into the new group of OFW’s here in the US, the teachers, which I am one. It is indeed disheartening to think that the best of that proofession is leaving the country, for purely economic reason. However, I would like to let you know and the readers that we by no means had forgotten what it is to be a Filipino. We always tell our students how modern the Philippines is… that we are not behind in terms of technology, that we dont live in tree houses, that we have the best education, and that Filipino students are very smart. And that we are also very smart, otherwise we would not be here teaching them.
At first, we the teachers have to contend with the change in culture and with the type of students that we will be handling,. But at the end of the day, the charm and the caring attitude and the love that we the filipino teachers always have for our students, notwithstanding the culture or race always makes the difference. I always tell my relatives and friends back there in the Philippines that the students here are really really wild, much much more than what the see on movies, but once you get their trust and respect, they are also the most caring, loving and sweet types of students.
I started teaching in New York City, and man, it is really really wild..but that was only during the first weeks, later on things got better. What really makes it difficult for us teachers here is dealing with homesickness, being away from the loved ones…but again I am proud to say that anywhere here in the USA, where there are Filipino teachers, I am proud to say that we are always considered the best…
Again, may God bless you for taking time to look into the filipino teachers here in the US. May God greatly bless you.
July 16th, 2007 at 11:40 pm
Dear Ms. Diaz,
Thanks to you for sharing your talent in film making.
When I flew to the US (for the second time) in 2004, I left behind my ‘comfort zone’, so to speak. Instead, I faced the challenge of a life without a family. I had to live in a 10×10 ft of room that had to contain all that I owned, the very basic, the barest minimum, to live a decent life. I had to do things I had never done in my entire life like change the diaper of 2-year olds and walk miles. Worse, you get a not so kind school owner, who thought they ‘bought’ you by paying only 8 hours of worktime. Yes, I cried. But I didn’t ask God to take away all that I thought were paining me. I just asked Him to give me the strength and courage to go on. That helped, an awful lot! It tide me over the roughest times, or so I thought.
Now, I work in a law office that caters mostly to Filipinos. It was this work that opened my eyes to the real face of the challenge that a lot of Filipinos go through in the US, in the Middle East, in Japan or anywhere else. When we are so engrossed with our own pains, the more we feel the pain. When I started to ‘hear’ my kababayan’s pains, I forgot my own.
I wrote a poem, a few stanzas of which I want to share with you.
“Dinala mo sa ‘yong sinapupunan,
Sa ‘yo lumaki’t umusbong ang kakayahan.
Sa lilim mo’y umipon ng kaalaman,
Naghanda para makipagsapalaran.
Sa iyong malago’t luntiang damuhan,
Ako’y natutong sa unos ay lumaban.
Kasama’y haligi at ilaw ng tahanan,
Kasamang mong sa aki’y tumangan.
Ni hindi ko hinangad ang yumaman.
Nais ko lang sana ay mapunan,
Ang nararamdamang kasalatan.
Bakit kailangan pang mangibang bayan?
Sa ‘king kasalukuyang tinutuluyan,
Ibang lahi ang pinagsisilbihan.
Sakaling mang ako’y biyayaan,
Ako’y magbabalik sa iyong kandungan.
Sa tuwing lalatag ang kadiliman, Damang-dama ko ang kalungkutan.
Wala ang pamilyang kahuntahan,
Kasalo sana sa masarap na hapunan.
Ako’y isa sa milyon mong mamamayan,
Pansamantalang ika’y iniwan.
Pilipinas, Ina kong Bayan,
Ikaw ma’y iniwan, ikaw di’y babalikan.
Maria Lynn M. Tupe-Manasan
July 16th, 2007 at 2:31 pm
This sounds like a very interesting docu. Can’t wait to see it. Hope it will be shown in major theaters here. Kudos to Ms. Diaz!
July 16th, 2007 at 11:22 am
wow, I’m so excited to see this docu!
July 16th, 2007 at 9:06 am
Hi,
I really enjoyed Imelda. I look forward to seeing this new documentary on teachers. I have several friends who went to the US to teach and I believe that the documentary would give the teachers their due. The teaching profession has been undervalued even in our country.
grace
July 15th, 2007 at 11:17 pm
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